sometimes
when
i'm awake...
i can't
tell
if i'm
still
dreaming
there's
so much
here at stake...
when
every
moment
is just
fleeting
***~~~***
peach

Dec 2, 2004

4 years in a row...

Happy Anniversary Mal...

I should be proud... you stayed with me for 4 years... and it feels so good to know that you will always be...

Thanks for all the love, hurt and pain you've given me...
To be honest (give me the right at least for now) I'm not always honest, sometimes I commit mistakes and been unfaithful... but that's a part of the relationship... though i'm not promising that I'll never repeat those mistakes anymore, what I could promise you is that I'll minimize my stubborness and i'll not brag anymore... i'll try to be sweet, expressive, i'll try to understand you more and i'll try to be patient...

you've been a big part of me already, and though i may not tell you... i don't know what and how would i be without you...

i love you so much.. though sometimes you don't believe me and though sometimes i least express it....

nevertheless.. i do love you.. i really do...

~~~ a lifetime for us...~~~

Posted at 01:34 am by petch

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~Confessions of a Heart ~ hi. for some time now, i've felt like i am suppose to do something so ironic just so i could let go of what i feel. i've always remained silent. i chose to hide what i feel for some reasons that even myself could not explain. days passed by, the love unexpectedly drowned my mind and heart. i am too afraid that it might suddenly burst out and nobody's prepared for it. so let me confess, my last chance. to accidentally fall in love with a person whom you know that the chances of having them, or even having them as "yours" could be impossible, might be one of the hardest to deal with. but i guess not letting yourself give the chance to express what you truly feel would be the worst. what happened to me is not like those scenes in some movies, that there's the smile, the eye connection, the meeting and whatever romantic stuff... mine came in slowly... it cryped into my mind and all of a sudden in my heart. little did i know, i already fell. no if's, no but's, no expectations. just love, plain and simple. at this point, of revealing my soul to you, a thank you would never be enough... thank you for giving this love a chance... thanks for the extraordinary feeling... you deserve all that is special... nothing more but pure happiness... yes i lost you... but you'll always be with me. forever.

S E C R E T S and L I E S

once again, in self defense, i won't sleep a wink tonight to prevent dreaming of you... you can sleep in your own bed tonight. i just hope that you don't wake up as broken as i am...